what the hell is that? well, is what I feel every single night when I realize that my life is a pice of shit, why at my age I have to live this horrible things?, I am sure no one could suport what is happening to me. I feel I am alone, nothing I have can fill this emptyness in my heart.
It's a horrible feeling that is killing my smile, I laught just because I don't wanna cry again, everything makes me mad, I think I am becoming crazy.
What can I do? There is a solution for this?.. why if I have everything someone normal could want i feel a hole in my soul? Well, I am not a writer, I am not a smart person, but everyone whit only primary can see in my actitude and my behavior what I am suffering of : depression.
I need to scape from this stupid world that is making me suffer, my memories are killing me, I feel I am ruining my life, my friends and boyfriend are trying to help me , but sincerely I just want to give up.
the thing is that you just cannot wait to the storm to pass, you have to learn how to dance in the rain...that's what life is about. Don't give up, it would be easier and really boring...if you need any help from someone who doesn't know you that well, just call me :) I can try to make you feel better :)
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